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2008-01-01T13:36:00.000+08:00

MOVED~!

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2007-12-26T16:14:00.000+08:00

I'm at my aunt's house now.. Father side de..
Supposed to go down to KL today. But change of plan, tml then go. Everything here had been settled. Glad that everything's over. I wanna go back to singapore ASAP!!! Don't feel like staying here. Mum keep on nagging on every little thing. Unhappy about every little thing we do.
Tralalalala~~

Looking forward to service!! Looking forward to countdown! Looking forward to alvin & the chipmunks with xjun!! MUAHAHHAHAHHAH~~
I'm bored bored bored bored bored!!!

2007-12-19T19:53:00.000+08:00

Back from orchard... Spend nice time with jess((:
Spend quite a lot of money too lah. LOL. But its all on food! HEEEEE ((: Saw dexter and his friend at far east. Haha. So qiao..
Walked around, chit chat and stuff. Accompany jess to go buy her christmas prex.. I saw what i wanna buy already! Shall go buy before going for cell. See whether teeli wanna accompany me a not, if not i go myself.
SIGH~~
I'm still not over the fact that i can't go to christmas party!!!!!
SOBBBBBBBBS!

2007-12-19T12:12:00.000+08:00

I'm saD sAD SAD!!!!
Woke up at 10+ and on my phone. Saw melmummy's sms and tears started to flow.. Lying on the bed and letting the tears flow about like 15 to 20mins. Really saddening lah.
Sigh. I wanna go to the party!!! )))))': I really cant understand why my mum wanna go over to jb damn freaking early lah. Can't she just do her pedi and mani next time ? Go over so early just to do that. Did she ever think that the rest of us will get bored ? The train is at 11.30pm can!! And she wanted to go over so early like 5 or 6pm ? I'm like what the hell.. Confirm we be going later than that lor. Don't know whether is she purposely one a not man. Probably just because i say got christmas party and she say the timing earlier.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~
I DON'T KNOW LAH!!!!!
I WANNA GO TO THE PARTYYYYYYYY )))))):
Typing this almost in tears.... Eyes watery... SOBBBBZ!!! ))':

Meeting jess later... Going to bathe soon before i go out.... SOBBBBBBB!
Mood not very good now anyway.. Mum just called and tell me to quit my job again. I'm like why again. Said twice already. Today is the third time. I know i come home late lah. But hello, this job is like that de what... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~
I shall wait for michelle to try out the job first... Then i decided whether to quit or not. This decision will go to year 2008 as i'm not working next week. HAIIIIIIIX.

God please help me!!!!! ))):

2007-12-19T01:34:00.000+08:00

Hello people!
MUAHAHAH! Came here and blog again at this timing. Hees. Just bathed finish as i just came back from work. Today's work not bad. I like today's work. HEE((: 4 course meal as it is a christmas dinner for SIA! I was surprised that SIA got a lot of ang mohs too. HAHAHHAHA. But still, i'm tired.

Tralallalala~
Tml will be going out with jessica jie(((: So long never see her already. Hahaha. Later when i sleep confirm sleep for at least 9 hours. Hahahha. Kk lah. Gotta go bed liaoz.

SARAH IS COMING BACK! WHEEEEEEE~~

2007-12-18T01:47:00.000+08:00

Today was my first day of work at mandarin oriental hotel. Oh my goodness! Its very tough can. Even tougher than working in CMR.. Oh my. The tray is also heavier. My left hands/arms are aching. Damn freaking pain can. Oh my !! But thank God that he gave me the strength to overcome anything. If not i will break down to tears anytime.

Do the wrong thing many times and kena scolded by JX many times.. Like 4 times ?? Damn scary can. But it's a good experience actually. Thanks Yi qian, James and Poh cheng who helped me out and some others for clearing. Thankyou guys! Although you all can't see it, but really really i wanna say a big thankyou! Jx too lah.

Tml gonna work again. Hopefully not stressful bahs. Pray that God will give me more strength to carry the food and everything! Goodnight peeps. Need to wake up early and do stuff tml. Tata~ Have a blessed day. (:

2007-12-15T14:24:00.000+08:00

Mum's talking to her friend over the phone. Long distance call. I overheard some part of convo. What she tells her friend, made me think that... Why do i have a mother like this ? Part of her is so selfish. She called my aunt some nan ting de name lah. I know she don't like my aunt lah. But no need keep on complaining right. As we are all going back to malaysia, my mum purposely tell her other friend loudly over the phone that we are going to stay at her friend's house to let my aunt hear it.

Piang. No need so fake lo. Just tell my aunt that we're not gonna stay at her house lah. So easy. My aunt won't scold or whatever what. No need use this kind of trick purposely lor. What's the problem man. She always talking bad about my aunt in front of her friends behind my aunt's back. Is this a right way to set an example for us ? I don't think so right.

I DON'T KNOW WHYYYYYYYYY!!!!! ARGHHHHH~~ I have a bit moodswing now.

Went to melmummy's house yesterday! So happy! Hee((:
Met melmummy at around 230pm for late lunch. While on the way to her house, i was feeling gloomy, feeling upset for don't know what reason. After that, i'm fine already! Went back to melmummy's house after lunch. Played wii!!!! It's damn nice and fun!! Hahhahahaha.. Teeli, stephanie and esther all late and they can't get to play. MUAHAHHAHHAHAH! After that had worship and word. Nice nice. Continue playing wii after that but esther gotta go and fetch her aunt at the airport. Played till around 6pm and leave. Made my way down to orchard to meet my mum and sis for dinner at fish&co. Actually wanted to eat at wheelock place but there were too many people. So made our way down to novena and eat. Was damn full. Muahhaa. Went home after that lo.
BOREDDD~~

I WANNA GO KTV!!!!~

2007-12-14T02:54:00.000+08:00

Man. I feel so uncomfortable.......
See the time that im blogging now. its 2.54AM!!!! I just stepped out from toilet not long after i vomitted. Guess im going back in there in a while. Don't know what's wrong with my stomach. ITS TORTURING!!! No need to sleep le lahhhhhhh~

Just now while lying on the bed sleeping, my stomach is like having a war with my gastric. Worst of all, i can like imagine what's going on inside like so real and im wide awake lah!!!
Oh God!! Take away all my pain and torturing moments now!! I don't wish to vomit 2nd time..... Sobzzzz ))):
Sure later during cell will have no jing shen... Oh my.... 2.58am... Shall i go back to bed or toilet ??!?!??! ):

2007-12-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

Rainy day today again. Haha. Woke up at 11am. Damn slacked at home but its kinda good too lah. Cuz i don't feel like going out as i have my stuff. WAHAHHAHAHA. Went to NTUC to get my mayonaise to make my egg mayo for lunch.

Played a bit of com, watched a bit of tv with naggings starting in the evening. Sianns. Played badminton with jack korkor. Whaaa. He damn cheat lah. I stand far, he hit near. I stand near, he hit far. Made me run here and there. Legs become wobbly liao. Jelly jelly de. Lucky now better a bit. Hees.

I wanna watch enchanted !! Hopefully me off either on tues or wed or dun work so long hours. MUAHAHAHAHHAHA~ Now each day waiting for jessin to call to tell me my schedule. WALALALALALALLAL~

2007-12-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

Had been feeling emo these few days. Sigh.
When i have these feelings, somehow i remembered what xjun told me. Leave everything to God.
Yes, i must leave everything to God and don't let myself to feel emo. There's nothing i can do about whatever happen. Only God can change everything.

Went to melmummy's house on friday evening. Had a big feast of pizzas and chicken wings for dinner. ((: Watched the movie, Facing The Giants after dinner. It's teaches some christianity stuff. With God, nothing is impossible. Leave everything to Him and trust Him. Have faith and believe. No matter what happen, Praise God. ((:

Shall go watch my show liaos. Sayonara peeps. Waiting for sarah to sms me too !!!

2007-12-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

I'm so freaking pissed off.
It seems like you don't care about my work. They given us the list for the appearance or outlook of what we must have and not. I just want a pair of court shoes nd you don't allow and give me your pair which i totally don't like lah.
You always keep on saying haven work must spend money already. I mean like what's the problem with that ? I just want to let people have a good impression what. So what we are part timers ?
Ah whatever. I just feel like crying now. Don't know why suddenly become so emo. I want my darling to be back!! SOBBBBB!!! )): Nobody's talking to me now lor.. Haiiiz.

2007-12-05T01:22:00.000+08:00

PTL! Hee. Managed to find a job already! Thankyou Daddy!
Muahhahaa. Will be working at oriental hotel soon((: Waiting for the training date to come. Hopefully the training will be next wk lor! I wanna start wrk before i go malaysia!!

Lalalala~ Played maple. Muahahha. Level 11 liaos. TEEHEE ((:
Kk. Gotta go bed liao. Tired...
FASTER FRIDAY!! So that i can see melmummy!!! ((:

2007-12-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! I'm back. Muahhahah. Miss me ? Keke. I miss a lot of people !! Eg: melmummy, audris, xjun, yvonne, huimin, etc... A LOT!!! Hehe. I miss SARAHHHHHHHH that dummy sotong. I come back, she go. Haiiz.

To ????: Who the freaking hell are you ? Anyway, fyi, i'm changing skin soon so u just shutup if u don't want to tell me who are you. That will be great(:

Don't wish to blog so long so i just cut it short like summary. Went to japan on 22nov till yesterday night. Reached airport today morning at 12.25am. Was not feeling well during the journey back to singapore, almost vomitted. Not sure why. Oh wells.
Went to hokkaido, tokyo and hongkong. Some parts of hokkaido were snowing especially the mountain side. The 2nd day of my stay at the mountain side was snowing the whole day and i can't go out cuz of the strong wind plus snow made me can't open my eyes. Hahah. Hokkaido was cold.... Hahha. Tokyo was much better, not really that cold. Wear only like 2 to 3 layers of clothing. Not bad. Hongkong was freaking hot hot hot !! Although it's winter time now lah ! So funny. There was no wind most of the time and it was not cold. I almost perspire when i walked !
Overall, the trip was okay lah. Not my first time to japan and hongkong so yeah. Somemore sometimes have some unhappiness conflicts with my mother till i fed up and get irritated. But well, God has blessed us this trip so it was quite okay. There were not much photographs taken as the stupid card don't know what happen, so can't take a lot of photos.

Today went to have lunch at Central with my sister, cousin and aunt. After that walked around Central then headed to tee's house to slack and then went to yap's house to watch music videos and had small little chat. Her mother was so friendly and nice. ((: She still encouraged us to meet up often. Unlike my mother, when i say i meet up with my friends, she give me a face that i don't like to see. Saw noel at the bus stop and chat with him while waiting for bus. Hopefully those who took N level this year may promote to sec5!! (:

Gonna start playing maple soon. MUAHAHHAHAHA. =p
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MEL, XJUN and YVONNE TO COME BACK!!!!

2007-11-22T00:05:00.000+08:00

Yo peeps.
Back from sleepover at mel's house. Muahhaha.. Missed it man.. So fast it's over...

19/11
Reached mel's house the last as i was watching my GONG ZHU XIAO MEI((: When i reached, they were watching high school musical2. Sat down and watched then we played game while yap went to cook her maggie as she was hungry.

Went to opposite mel's house to have lunch. Ate MEEPOK! Hahahas. Rained halfway while eating. Mel went back to her mum's place to get umbrellas and something. Esther wants to go to popular so mel and tee accompany her while me and yap went to parkway to use toilet. Muahhahaa. Walked to mpl bus stop to wait for GC. Thank God for her driver to send us to east coast park. ((: When we reached, we can't find the kayaking place !! Asked the bicycle shop and then found out that it had closed down for like 3 months already !! Oh my. Lucky xjun never come join us. Went cycling instead. Hehhs. WHEEEE~~

Walked esther to the bus stop and we went to bedok ntuc to buy stuffs. Muahhahas. Went back to mel's house to have dinner. Yap joined us and watched tv. Yap left around 8 or 8+ nearing 9 i guess. Played game bathe and watched tv. Was feeling a bit tired but went into mel's room to chit chat until 1.40am. Her bed is super duper comfy and soft !! It cost around $2000+. Man, it's ex lahs. TEE SNATCHED THE BLANKET AWAY FROM ME!! )):

2o/11
Woke up automatically around 7+, 8am. Went to sleep on e sofa as tee took all the blanket. Hahah. Went back into the room to sleep when she came out. Yap reached at 10am. We cooked breakfast then played building game and mahjong. Went for sakae buffet after that at parkway. Ate until very full!!! Hehhs. Walked around parkway then went home and watched tv. Watched CSI then went to bathe. HEE(: Slept pretty early around 12.40am as we were all tired.

21/11
Woke up pretty umm.. "late" around 11am. Hahha. Melmummy say we were pigs. MUAHHAHAH~ She woke up cuz she heard us talking, in e end she came out of the room and saw us sleeping. LOL! Cooked breakfast again. Egg mayo sandwich plus garlic bread with milo. Nice nice((: Esther came. Played game and talked. Yeahz. After that i went home and then packed my room and stuff and went to meet jaslyn at paya lebar mrt. Saw joy and lestari at singpost kopitiam. Sat down and chatted with them and then went to hoGc for parachute band concert. Not bad bahs.. Was super tired actually. Kept yawning during worshipping.

K lahhz. Gotta go off peeps. Gonna slp a while before waking up to go to the airport lia0s. Update when i come back from japan bahs. ((: Bye people!

2007-11-19T00:59:00.001+08:00

WOOOHOOOO~
I'm still high and awake ! Muahhahhahhahah! Today is good! God bless the day with the time spent with Him in service, the time spent with mel and the rest after service and the time spent with dearie min! Thank God for everything ! ((:

Went to service today. Mum was not very happy about it actually cuz i skipped lunch with them. But who call them to go out late for lunch as i told her yesterday that i must go out at 12.30pm ? Oh wells. While waiting for hui and tee to reach expo mrt, went to 7 11 to buy snapple! ((((: My fave drink ! 2 for $3 ! Worth it lah ! Usually one is $2.80 you know. Damn freaking expensive. After service went to find mel at hall9. She was late, so she can't come into the hall. Hahhaha. Bro E came over and chatted a while. Chatted with mel about overnight stuff. The programs and stuff. Muahahahhaha. =p Nigel, mel and min's ex student took a car ride to plaza sing. Muahhahaa. On the journey was somehow funny. Keke. ((:

After finding parking lot, went to buy movie tickets for stardust ! Only have one slot which is 9.10pm. So took that and i din't regret watching it although it was kinda late when i reached home. The movie is so so so so nice !!!! Muahhahahah. Thanks min for treating me dinner ! I treat her back popcorn though. Hahha. Or rather, we shared the popcorn but i pay for it ((: Nice! Hahhaa. It was so nice of min to send me back home as it was getting late and there's no more bus if i was to take the mrt to potong pasir and then take bus. Thanks min !! MUAHHHHX!

Hmms. It's getting late. Shall go faster pack finish my bag and go sleep already. Nights everyone !

XJ, i really miss talking to you.... Although you can't see this, but i wanna say that, I felt really really sad when you said that you don't want to come kayaking. But i respected it and din't say anything as i know you are really tired. Rest well and rest more before your japan trip okays. Love ya gal ! MUAHHHHX!

2007-11-17T18:53:00.000+08:00

Went for body massage just now.
Man, it works lah. My shoulders aren't pain anymore. Hees((:
cOoL~ First time go body massage leh. Hehehehe. Before starting must take weight, and guess what. I was 47.3kg !!! Oh man ! I din't know i put on 2.3kg can ! After the whole thing, i take my weight again, and this time round 46.9kg. Not bad. Lose 400g. Hahhaha

But went to eat at Crystal Jade Korean Ginseng Chicken & BBQ restaurant. I guessed i gained back at least 1kg !! Man. Packing my bag for my stay at melmummy's house on monday to wednesday. So peeps, call or sms my phone if you wanna find me((:
LALALALALA~ Bored now.

I miss talking and spending time with xj.. I don't know why the feeling suddenly come. Probably i'm in love with her bah! Hahaha. choy choy choy, I'M STRAIGHT! ((: But i love her as my sister okay! So people don't think wrongly. Guess brother E know who i'm talking as we were talking on the phone on wednesday night.

YAYYYY~ Dinner with my dear dear min tml! WHEEEE~

2007-11-16T17:32:00.000+08:00

MY SHOULDERS ARE IN PAIN PAIN PAIN !!!! Muscle pain )):
SOBBBBZ. Regretted going to class chalet. Oh my. Don't say about it anymore. Only good thing about going is yesterday night cycling. But it worsen my muscle ache. Think i monday die already. Haiiz.

I'm super super sleepy now. But i just woke up not long ago. Think will sleep early tonight and tomorrow sleep through the day to replenish my sleep.
Siannnnz.

2007-11-13T18:28:00.000+08:00

Thank God for Shawnie dear today. ((:
If not, i'll be bored to death today. Woke up and watched a bit of XING PING GUO LE YUAN. Smsed shawnie then get ready to go potong pasir to wait for shawnie to pick me up from there. Thanks gal! Hehhs ((: Went to ikea to have lunch and joycelyn came to join us((: Shawnie was not feeling very well so ended up at her house after lunch and she din't buy anything from ikea. Watched tv while shawnie went to take a nap. Ate japanese fried chicken, seaweed chicken and honey nut ice cream((:

Shawnie send me home after that and now i'm here typing again. Hehhs. Shall go bathe soon before my show starts at 7pm and then chiong finish my XING PING GUO LE YUAN and probably start on WHY WHY LOVE((:

Lalallala~

2007-11-12T18:26:00.000+08:00

Today was pretty average. Hahahha. But quite funny at times. HEE((:
Woke up early morning today. Hahas. Watched a few parts of GONG ZHU XIAO MEI(((: Gonna chiong my XING PING GUO LE YUAN tonight. Hehhs. It's nice nice nice !
Went to east coast mac to meet sarah & cindy for breakfast. Supposed to blade and cycle but while we were eating our breakfast, ooOOsh, the rain pour down heavily. So we went to arcade, but it's not open so we slacked at bowling place. Saw Danil's parents and his cute little brother there. Hees.

Went up to the arcade to play DDR. Damn freaking long never play already and the para para cannot play. Sian. Walked to parkway when the rain had stopped. Bought the thing at trumpet praise and then headed to pasta mania to have lunch. Went to suntec and accompanied sarah to buy her slippers and then headed to arcade AGAIN. Played basketball and DDR. Hehs ((: Walked around then came home.

MANNN, I NEED TO SAVE MONEY ALREADY. Wed and thurs i'm having chalet and i know have 20bucks. Pray that Lord will provide !!!! But i guess he has provided me with some spare cash cuz din't cycle and blade today. THANK YOU LORD FATHER! ((:

Tml meeting shawnie and susie for movie((:

2007-11-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

I feel like going back to school without any lessons!!!! At least can see my friends. I wonder is it a human nature. When school's over, you feel like going back to school. When there's school, you don't feel like going to school.

O's just over. I feel relaxed as there's no more worries to exams and increase your stress. But with nothing to do the whole day, only one word can describe and it is BORING. There's nothing to do. Woke up at 11am today. Slacked in front of the com the whole day. Packed the papers that were on my shelf above my study desk. I wanted to go out, but nobody's free i guess. Wanted to go melmummy's house today again for her birthday celebration together with most of the tribe peeps. Teeli couldn't make it so i can't go. Sad lahs. )):

Tomorrow is a saturday. Guess will stay home the whole day again and clear my stuffs in my room. Sian. Can't wait till sunday ! I wanna go service!!! ((: Muahhahaha. (: Now bored bored bored. Listening to music now.. Hehhs. Next week my whole week is packed !! Hahhahas. I'm so happy happy! Kekeke. But money getting lesser and lesser. Haiizzz.

Yawnns... Tonight can't sleep till 12am cuz i want to wish melmummy happy birthday. Hehhs ((: Lalalalala~ I WANNA GO MELMUMMY'S HOUSE!!! )):

2007-11-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

Woke up quite early today.
Went to parkway with teeli, wanted to get melmummy's present today but the shop was not open. Guessed it though as today is public holiday. Should have gotten it yesterday.

After that meet melmummy, nigeldaddy, audris, ivy and zhengyuan at bedok interchange and went to NTUC to buy baking stuffs. Melmummy spent like 60bucks in total. Oppz =x Bus-ed back to her new house. It's just a stop away from her old house. Hahah. It's nice man ! I like her living room. Keke((:

Slacked a while then started baking. Melmummy and audris do the cookies. Ivy, teeli and me do the cake. Zhengyuan helped us to mix the butter and sugar as there's no electric whisk available in NTUC!! Hahhaas. Thanks to zhengyuan((: Ivy and zhengyuan went to buy lunch then me audris melmummy and teeli baked and slacked in front of teevee watching rush hour 3. Quite okay the show. But the subtitle sucks lah. Don't know who put it de lor. When everyone sing birthday song that time, melmummy still blurblur don't know what is going on. Hahhaha. Funny lor.

Zhengyuan helped us to wash up. Thanks bro ! Hehhs. We girls sat down on the floor and play the building game. Cant remember the name. Quite fun lah. Hhahaha. ((: Watched Men in White while playing. The show damn dumb one. Hehhs. Went home at 6plus.
Tralallala~
Tomorrow gonna be a boring day without going out... Siannnnn

2007-11-07T00:43:00.000+08:00

YAYY!!!
FINALLY THE LAST LAP HAS FINISHED!! WHEEEEE~ HAPPY HAPPY!! MUAHAHAHHAA.
The day i've been waiting for has come! Muahhaas. ((:
Had science mcq and literature paper today. Science mcq was quite okay lahs. Literature paper... So so lor. Did my very best to write. Actually i see the question i all don't know how to do de lor. Oh wells. ITS OVERRR!!! ((: Leave it to God and relax and enjoy ! MUAHHAHA!

Had gastric pain during paper 2 and i thought i was going to faint some how. I looked up at the clock after i finished the paper. 20 more minutes to time's up. So i slept till the end. Walked to teeli's house to get back my phone, cuz left my phone with her to charge as i forgotten to charge when i reached home after my science mcq paper. Cindy came to my house. MUahhaa. Watched tv and used lappy to watch my gong zhu xiao mei while she watched and study at the same time.

Left house at 11 plus and reached old airport rd hawker at around 12pm. Had lunch there but i only ate dou hua... shouldn't have save the money man.. caused me to have gastric after literature paper 1... i'm hungry again and i suffered the pain straight till i reached teeli's house after paper 2 which was at 6pm.. Ohwells. Got back my phone, talked a while to teeli while standing outside her flat then went straight to suntec. Reached, change and walked to city hall mrt to meet xjun and then walked to seah street for dinner.

Had korean cuisine at JEJU restaurant. The food was not bad. Although the menu said the set was for 2 pax, but it's enough for 4 person to eat lor ! There was a lot a lot of food! Lucky never ordered the pancake man. Hahha. But the food there is nice. ((:

Walked to bugis TCC after that. Sat there, ate dessert and chatted. Mel, shawn and xjun were so funny lah. Suddenly talked about partners.. Then xjun said until me and shawn keep asking who i like. Funny right. Suddenly asked me lor. Hahhaa. 2 shawns ask me that. One is SHAWN. Another one is SEAN. Best lah. HHahahaha. I was like blur blur don't know what they talking. Hahhaha ! Nigel came halfway. He was not feeling well lah. He ordered a hot milk with vanilla. He somemore still can joke lor. Its super funny. Sad that huimin, liyun, yvonne and fiona did not joined us. But nvm. There's next time anyway ! Hehhs. ((: I'm still waiting for Huimin to go out with me.. Kekkeke. Nvm. We shall plan when to go out when we meet on sunday at church. (:

Left TCC at around 10plus. Xjun walked with me to the bus stop cuz she wanted to take mrt home as it's faster ? Thanks gal ! Waited for bus for quite a while. Reached home near 11pm.. TEEHEE.
Tralallalalalala.

EXAMS OVERRR. WHEEEEE~~
IT'S PLAY TIME!!!!

TML ITS KTV TIME ! WHEEEEEE~~

2007-11-02T11:18:00.000+08:00

WHEE~~~~ I'M SO HAPPY TODAY! During paper today i'm like baichi smiling to myself. =DDD
AH RAHHH: Don't sad lah k. It's over anyway. Nothing can be done. Don't sad le okie ! CHEER UPPPPPP!!! =X We still need to go out de you know. ! CHEERS!

YAYYYY!!~~ ENDING OF EXAMS ~~~ WHEEEEE~~
Left with SS, Science MCQ and Lit papers! WHEEETS~ JIAYOU PEOPLEEEE!!!
Sad that those taking pure science end their exams later cuz their stupid MCQ for science is the week after mine ! Dumb right. Ohwells. HEE =)))
I'm happy happy HAPPY!!!

Chemistry paper was the first paper that i take. It was alright lah. But have some careless mistakes. Sad. Geography paper was not bad cuz i studied for it ! Tourism was easy lor but the 12 marks question i lose marks cuz i wrote not a lot.
Next was english paper. Was easier than i expected though. Hopefully can get at least a B for that. Math paper 1 was not that bad... But i guess 20+ marks gone from there bahs. Same goes for paper 2. Ohwells. I want A1!! But.. i just leave it to God to give me the grade(:
Chinese paper was alright. About the same as may's paper. F&n was the worst paper that i've taken on thurs lah. Dint study eggs, come out eggs. Dint study additives, come out additives. Win already lah. Still got a few more i don't know how to do. Just tried my best and write out all the answers that i think of. Hope God will bless my f&n grade man.

WHEEEEE~~
I can't wait to go and play!! Hahhaha. Will be out straight after my lit paper ends at 6pm on tue. HEEEE (((: Next day go KTV somemore. WHAHAHAHAHHAH =p
CHIONG ARHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hehhhhh =p

2007-10-19T23:39:00.000+08:00

Studied Geog today at the library. Managed to clear 1 and a 1/2 chaps out of 4 chaps. ((: Hee.
Left library for vivo to meet jurene, ilena and nic at 5.20pm. Supposed to meet them at 630pm but reached early like 6.20pm? Haa. Met them at candy empire. Wheeee~

Din't tell nic that jurene and ilena were coming as giving him a surprise. Hahhas. Think he was surprised to see ilena and jurene came. Hahaha ! Went to marche to eat. Not bad lah. But due to the price, don't dare to eat so much and thanks to ilena and nic for the sashimi and drink. Hehs. (: After that cut cake and took photos outside marche and went to B&J for ice cream. Took some photos too. But not a single photo with 4 of us inside, that's sad thing lah. But nevermind. Still got next time(:

Overall nice day lah. Hees. ((:

2007-10-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

Sian. Blog halfway and i accidently click close. WTH. Nvm. write again LORRRR.
Blog updated as ordered from auyong siok hui SARAHHH((: (be honoured that i spell everything out! =p)

Graduation day was last friday.
Really can't imagined i've already graduated. All the memories i will always remember. ((:
During graduation, there were presentation of prizes and report books.
After that, Mdm Lim asked 4EC to stay back cuz got something special. Surprisingly, nobody made a single move and a slide show presentation was shown on the screen.
What really surprised me was the pictures on the slide show, especially the first few slides. It almost made me teared, but i controlled myself. Mdm Lim made it all by herself despite her busy-ness of marking exam scripts and stuff. I'm really grateful that i have a kind caring and loving form teacher. I think it really took her great pains to search for the photos.

Come to think of it now, no more lessons as a class. No more schooling with 4EC anymore. Chit chats and stuff. It's really kinda sad... But i shall look forward and not backwards. It's the past and become memories that i will remember.

After that, me and teeli went to library to study and waited for melmummy to come and join us. Had lunch and headed back to library for more studying again. Hah !

Exams are coming on the wayyyyyyyy~~

Went to church today. Feels great! Its been a month plus since i went. Had a good laugh after service today. All thanks to Audris and Xjun! Hehs ((: Celebrated Michelle's birthday today. Haha! Nice tiramisu cake too !!! Keke ((:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MICHELLE tml ! Hahha. Although i know you can't see it lahs but i still write. Hahs. ((:

2007-10-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

Last post before O levels which is coming in approximately 2 weeks time.
O's is coming but i don't know why, i don't really feel the pressure of it. Maybe God took it away when i'm studying ((: Everyday when i practiced and studied, at the end of the day, don't know why. I have a feeling that i did nothing on that day. Nothing much completed and stuff. Hmms.

Did not went to school last friday and yesterday. Hahahs. Went to MPL to study. Hehs. Got broke in that two days. Cuz finish lunch den left with no money. Hahahas. Tomorrow not going school too. Going to MPL again. ((: must reach there early to chop table man. Hahahhas. =p

Friday is graduation day. So fast. 4 years have passed unknowingly. All the things that had happened, became memories whether it is good or bad. Hopefully i can erase those bad stuffs and remember those happy ones. One part of me don't really feel like graduating but the other half of me wants to graduate faster so that i have nothing to do with the school. People i meet in secondary school let me have a taste of different people character. Sometimes because of character and mentality causes problems but still, we can overcome it.

Currently listening to 苦茶 by 棒棒堂 & 黑涩会美眉. Its so nice lah !! Hehs. ((: I love all 棒棒堂 & 黑涩会美眉 songs ! Currently in love with their drama too, 黑糖玛奇朵! It's very nice !! ((:
Lalalaalala~

Oki, back to reality. Should stop slacking here. Should go back to the books already ! Exams is coming on the wayyyyyy~~~ Tata people ! GOOD LUCK!!

2007-10-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

I was surprised that gui gui not moving when i check on it. Its head, hands, legs and its tail were all out. So i touched it and thought it will keep it in as i touched it. But to my surprised, it doesn't move. So i concluded that it had died.

Went to the library as usual to study with stephanie and teeli. Did chem. But it was not enough !!! So probably continue a bit tonight before touching my physics. Tralalallala~

Graduate in 10 more days ! My first paper of O level in 22 more days.
LALALA~~

2007-09-28T16:55:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging for today.
Not a good day today indeed. Did not accomplish anything for today.
I find myself losing my confidence in my science papers and losing my motivation for studying already. Whats Happening to me !!!!
ARGHHHHH~

How i wish O levels are over already. Sigh. I really wanted to get better results than my prelim but losing my confidence and motivation... I don't know what to do anymore..
Everytime kena nag by my parents which irritates me a lot and i don't feel like studying... CHAR!!! HELP ME !!! GET ME OUT OF HERE AND MOTIVATE ME TO STUDY PLEASEEEEEE!!!!~

14 more days to graduation day.
26 more days to my first paper of O level.
ARGHHHHHHHH

2007-09-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

Today school was okay okay.
Literature was super boring. After going through the paper for a period, ms mastura let us so called do our own stuff so i slept for a whole period. Super tired. Morning almost late for school ! Lucky i walked fast. Hahas.

After school, me and sophie quickly walked to the bus stop and waited for bus to go bugis. Giving cindyKAPOH a surprise ! Hahhaas. ((: Everything went well! LOL ! Went to seoul garden. 1st time there lehs. Not bad not bad. ((: Next time pull melmummy they all go. Hahhas. ((: walked around bugis and bugis street after that. Went to some shop at bugis where cindyKAPOH and sarah each bought a shirt then walked to basement bought bubble tea and i went home first.

Super tired man. Results totally sucked. Oh wells. Nevermind. Shall study harder for O's ! Tomorrow having tuition.. and i did not even do the work. HAHAH ! Oh well. Who care. Do tomorrow morning bahs. MUAHAHHAHAs. SIAN SIAN SIAN !

WHEEEEEE~ I think i'm going for service on sunday. MUAHAHHAHAHHA.

2007-09-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

Feeling down today and yesterday night. But i'm all right now. (:
All thanks to my cg ! I love them! Heh. They totally cheer me up during cell, although they din't know i'm sad. So funny during game session. Haha.

Mood was actually okok already. Now S.I become so freaking idiotic and childish. Whatever lah. Something's really wrong with my family these days. SIAN.

2007-09-18T11:40:00.000+08:00

Finally ! Prelims are over! Hahah. Can relax a bit before studying again le! Wheeeee~ Now shall wait for prelim results and chiong somemore for O's!

Went out yesterday. Not bad la.. But kinda u know, make my darling not happy. Hahahha. But it's okie lah. Hehs. I still love her okay! Hahhaas. ((: Hey bro, thanks for trusting me aye((: Hehs. Whenever you have the temptation, think of God, i'm sure that will make you won't touch that thing. It will be good for you if you don't touch that((:

Wheeeeee~~ Can play for about a week or so before start revision again. Muhahahahhaha. ((: Shall catch up on my beauty sleep which i lost for the past week ! Lalalalal~ Shall go play neopets(:

2007-09-14T11:12:00.000+08:00

YO!
Haa. A short post before my dad's home. Hee.
Finally! Finish all those study subjects already. HURRAY! PRELIMS GOING TO BE OVER!! WHEEEE~ But after a month, O levels will be starting... Arghs. Nevermind. Shall jiayou!
Busy "mugging" these few days, with some tv and music and slacking. Haa. Can play a bit already! I'm so happy about it man! But life without computer for about a week is good. Muahahahahha.

Something scary happened on wednesday. She totally scare all of us. Freaky lahs. All the papers were quite okay except for some i guess. Guess what, I din't finish up my geog paper!! Last question which has 9 freaking marks on it. Haiix. God please bless my geog paper and all other papers!

Cellgroup yesterday was fun. Hehs. Played heart attack and pepsi cola which is the stepping game. We were making so much noise until the uncle cannot tahan in the room came out to ask us lower our voice. Hahas. Super funny. 7pm and 9pm show is super nice! Lucky prelims gonna be over. HEEEE. ((:

Waiting for angie to come up with my brunch. ((: Hungry....

2007-09-08T20:33:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy yesterday! Hehs.
Avoided my books almost the whole day yesterday except when waiting for xjun to go ps and while waiting for train to go home from ps.
Went out for lunch with sarah and cindy at Fish & Co at TM. It was very filling! ((: I din't eat dinner last night. Haha. Arcaded and pool a few rounds. Cam-whored at Fox while waiting for sarah's mummy to come. She's powerful man! Before that she had already finished shopping with sarah's younger brother at parkway isetan! Sarah just called her mum on the cell phone and then she came down. Power laa. Then we shopped at isetan with sarah and her mum. Walked here and there. Sarah take this and that. The funny part is when they finding the correct shoe sizes that time. Super funny, can laugh until stomachache. Hahah. Sarah and her mum left first. Me and cindy went down to basement to sit while i waited for xjun and cindy waited for her mum. Cindy left after her mum called her and i sat there studying ss. (guai right? =p)
Walked over to cheers at 6.05pm to buy water. Called xjun and waited for her at the mrt control. She had forgotten to call me as she's happily talking to her jap friend on the bus! Hahha. We trained down to ps to meet yvonne and fion for movie((: small little chat on the way.. haha. her face looked so red and tired in the train. Heh. Movie was not bad. Watched Evan Almighty. Meaningful.. Based on Noah and the Ark story. Genesis 6:14 ! Hehs. Walked around at precious moments and then trained home.

HAPPY DAY! hehs.

Today was okok lor. Kinda tired. Went down to downtown east in the morning as dad's company had a function at wild wild wet. But i din't went in as dad only have 3 invitation cards. Go in also no use so i sat at mac alone. Bought an apple pie to eat while listening to music and studied ss. After that they came out carrying goodie bags. Dad went in again to take lunch boxes and i continued studying. Mum walked around and i walked a small little part after studying until sian. Lunch was so..... I din't eat my share only ate the 3 otahs and thats it. Din't eat anything until after tuition which was around 5.45pm. Ate some hamburger gummies while going through the math papers. So not so bad.
Yep yep. I guess shall continue to do my revision now for about an hour or so already. I'm kinda tired now already. )): Time's running out.......
God, please bless me with my revision!
Bless my church sisters and brothers,
Bless the people who are taking major exams such as O's and A's.
I pray that nobody will fall sick during this period!
Thankyou God! (:

2007-09-01T16:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS!!! (:

Yesterday celebrated teacher's day in school. Had aces day exercise in the morning. After that performers went up to the hall for a technical run through for the performance. We practised in the hall. Celebration starts at 11.20am and end at 1pm. Our class performance not bad. Haha. Everyone did a great job. Mdm Lim got a prize of the most Engaging teacher award. Nice.

After that, went to hong wen to wait for baobei nora to come. walked around with jiayee cause none of my batch went back except for me, nora and junrong. Finally found ms koo and we chatted. After that went to long john to have early dinner and then home. ((:

2007-08-29T14:25:00.001+08:00

What the heck do you want me to do? I don;t know what to do with you anymore. I really really want to give up on you.. but A tells me not to. I really don't know how. Can you tell me how ? I'm in the mist of breaking down soon. Why must you be so two-faced? I never do anything to you please. If you're really so calculative, i've got nothing to say to you. Instead of backstabbing, why not tell me straight in my face? I'm sure you know what you're doing but u don't realised that by doing this, you've hurt people and you don't know about it. I trusted you as a friend and now you're doing this to me. Is this fair? Am i getting retribution or something? I really can't believe that you are this kind of person.

Do you think you know everything everything of A & B? I can tell you that you don't. If you don't like me, just shut up and keep to yourself. You can vent on anything when you get home. Stop your freaking jealousy can. It's really irritating and annoying. I am not interested in your secrets or whosoever. Secrets are meant to be kept. Understand? If say out, it's not a secret anymore.

Each day passed and you get more annoying. Don't act as if you so innocent, did nothing wrong and act normal in front of me. Don't take it as a fool please. I'm not that stupid. You don't need to lie that you try to do something when you did not. Nobody will gonna believe. It's even more stupid to lie to get attention. It's impossible please. Everyone has their own friends, and not only you as a friend. Getting jealous is a very stupid thing. Your attitude not only affect me but A and B as well? I bet you doesn't know. Everyone just qian jiu you whenever your face is black. I've been tolerating you for so long. Same goes to B. My patience is limited i tell you. If i really get fed up, you die i tell you. I can shout until you cry like nobody business. Don't go too overboard i tell you.

That night you suddenly out of the blue text me at night asking for forgiveness. I don't know why you suddenly do that. Is it you saw that A and B siding me already and you don't want to lose them? I don't know whether your sorry is really sorry kind. I really don't know. As a child of God, we should learn to forgive and forget. Yes i will forgive and forget. But not now. You stabbed me so many times and suddenly ask me to forgive you? Did you ever think that what you did to me? You really think that i don't know what you've done is it. Go reflect yourself, why i'm acting this way then. I've nothing more to say to you. You made me struggling with life and friendships. Whatever move or action i take, i must consider your feeling. When i consider your feeling, i can't take any action. I'm really at the wits already...

WHAT TO DO..............

2007-08-26T00:23:00.001+08:00

Today actually is not a good day for me i guess. So so only. Have a pool of water today. Sighs. Today's pool was worst than yesterday... Ohwells. )):

Yes. Finally. Keely is the female champion ! Wheeee~ But sad that she's not overall champion. No offence to those who like zhengning. I've always think that keely will be the female champion as her singing is much much more better than zanny. No offence yeah. Keely rocks!!! Muahhahah.

Gonna sleep soon. Tml gotta wake up early. Haha. Going jogging with melmummy in the morning at ecp. HEEE. ((:
Waiting xjun jiejie to come back from mia. =p

2007-08-24T23:04:00.001+08:00

Sighs. Why must things turned out to be like that ? If that is what you want, so be it then.
Lessons today were okay. Thanks to cindy, who kept me laughing like a mad person these few days during lessons. Thanks gal !

Had cell yesterday.. Quite okay. At least it let me remember of that during cell time. Kate came yesterday ! Hahaha. Audris had to leave right after word, so yepp. Played saboteur after that. Lol ! Win twice ! MUAHAHHAHAHA (((: Melmummy quite good at it ! Lol !

All thanks to you today. It really change my mood to become worst. Thanks char for lending listening ear. Love you gal ! ((: Still must thank melmummy and xjun jiejie ((:

2007-08-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

Haven't been posting. This will be a short post before i sleep.
Things rather so so in school. Some are not very good. At home too. Oh wells. Sighs. But God is in control of everything. So i'll just have to pray hard for it.

The tickets for the chinese musical play has been sold out all !!!! Sighs. Nvm then.. I know God wants me to study hard. So i can glorify Him in my results. ((:

Was pissed off by their attitude just now. and yepps. Sighs.

Audition is nearing and we haven yet to get everything ready. Ohwells. Pray to God. ((:

2007-08-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

Did not post for a few days already. Got miss me people ? LOL. kidding =x
Pass few days the same lah. Lessons were boring as usual. Had English O level oral on wednesday.. Still quite okay bahhs. It's on environmental issue and climate. My leg kept shaking, don't know why. Haha. After that walked to the bus stop with teeli, holding guigui ! Hehs. SH gave it to me cuz she lazy keep. Right SH. But i think guigui miss u and u miss guigui larh ! Hehhhs.

Thurs had cellgroup after school at 430pm. Went home to change first. Teeli smsed me that she can go for cell! Hooray!! Hees. Went to parkway to buy bubble tea and old chang kee as teeli got 2 bucks off voucher for ock. Hahah. Yum yum ! Sotong head. MUahhahas. Played saboteur after that. Damn funny and irritating at times lah. LOL. Teeli and mel know why. Hahahaha. Its so arghhz. Hehh.

Friday not so bad. Went to meet ZY Jie for lunch. Went to Aston for lunch. Not bad. Ordered black pepper chicken. The black pepper was a bit too "hot". Making my throat a bit dry luhhs. But yeah. Overall it's a nice catch up with ZY. ((; Went to 7 11 opp Aston to buy the CSS special edition. Went to walk around parkway a while and sat at the seats provided near the singtel shop. Went home after that. ((:

Today had math mock paper. Me and jiaqi were late. On the way met lyn and then SH near the school gate. The paper was okay but i had a hard time figuring out how to do and have a few careless mistakes. Thanks JQ for telling me! Hees. ((: Was raining super heavy. Discussed about class performance for teacher's day audition. The boys were quite irritating. Ohwells. The rain got smaller. Lyn, Phie, JQ and me walked in the rain... I had my file over my head, so yeah. My hair was not wet. Went home.. Use lappy a while before tuition. After that went out to have dinner at bugis.

Went to marina sq to have birthday ice cream. LOL ! So funny lah. Once we sat down, we keep taking photos. Once the ice creams were served, we attacked the ice creams like we never see/ate it before. Hahha. Walked to RC to take mrt to RP. Went up to mum's office to watch the fireworks.

According to mum, today's fireworks not really nice. It was so smoky !!! My mum said yesterday's was better. Got heart shape and stuff. Today's have flower ! Hehhe. But it was really really smoky !!!

Ohwells. KK. Gotta go off already. Take care peepos. ((: JIAYOU FOR N AND O LEVEL TO THOSE WHO ARE TAKING IT ! JIAYOU JIAYOU !!! ((:

2007-08-14T16:40:00.001+08:00

Get back O level Chinese result yesterday. I'm not gonna say anything about it but thank God for that result.
Yesterday after school went for CIP. We went Muds and Mittens pte ltd. DOGGIES!!!! Heh. Some of the dogs and cats are rather pathetic. Abandoned my their owners. One of the cats is blind! Pity them. The dogs are rather cute. Heh.

Today... Not much thing happened. Played netball as usual. Math was doing some questions from paper 2. I keep falling asleep today. Tired. ZzzzZzz monster.. Had physics stars for about an hour or so. Go through worksheet. Not that bad lah. But i still miss Ms Tan's teaching and Ms Tan. ((: Coughing the whole day today. Having sore throat already. Sianns..

Lalalalaa~ Maybe i'm going to sleep somemore le. HEEE. Tml O level English Oral~~~ AHHHHHH~

2007-08-12T16:13:00.000+08:00

It's such a super duper hot sunday. How i wish i will be at church today with air con and listening to God's word. Sigh. Woke up super duper early today. Don't know why. Seems like time is passing slowly today as i read my geog notes.
But somehow i always stray away while reading the notes, like using the com (like now ?!), rest my eyes and slp for like 5-10minutes before get caught by my mum and laze around playing with hp.

HAIIZ. God, tell me why it is like this !!

2007-08-10T16:29:00.000+08:00

Today is a super super tired day. I don't know why. Slept till nearing 12pm today with some awake moments in between. Laze around on the bed and on the phone with some people till 1pm. Slacked around watching tv and eating bread.

Yesterday was a great fun. Met sarah and cindy for simpsons movie at marina at 245pm. The show was alright only although some parts were really funny. Hees. ((: Walked around the shops after that. Cam whore a bit at the staircase before i leave and take mrt down to The Central to meet xjun jiejie and liyun jiejie for dinner ((:

Dinner was alright. Had korean cuisine at the foodcourt. Shared with xjun jiejie. Hahha. Had a nice chatting with them during dinner. ((: Took some photos. We walked to raffles place to watch fireworks. There were loads and loads of people. Somehow, we walked to my mum's office there and watched. Nice nice. ((: After that slacked at the open space where we can sit to wait for people to go. Walked down to raffles mrt and there were so many people still. But no choice. Walked and waited for mrt to come. Alighted at bugis, as there were super loads of people who came into the mrt at city hall. Almost became like sardines. Hahha. Liyun jiejie went off first and xjun jiejie and me went to walk around bugis basement to buy drink and bread. I bought a small little purse there to keep my card and money. ((: Went home after that.

me, liyun, xjun]]- spiritual cousins((:

taken at central mall foodcourt. my face like qian da lidat. LOL

taken on o8o8o7 @ Bugis TCC

2007-08-09T12:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was half day at school. Played captain ball with sec 3&5. According to lyn, we won! Hahha. After that went up to the hall for concert. Went to teeli's house to slack before meeting melmummy and audris jiejie at bugis.

Headed to bugis at around 12.40pm. Reached there at 1.05pm. Just nice. Hahha. Saw Fiona, Lestari and Yinghui ! Hehh. Proceeded to LJS for lunch. Yummy yummy ! Hahah. Waited for Audris jiejie to reach and we went to bugis village to search for teeli's bag. ((: Walked there for like 2 hours plus before we head to bugis tcc. Bought a bag for teeli and a bag for audris jiejie as belated presents. Heee. Slacked at TCC. Saw Aunt LQ w her bf! Hahha. They sat down and joined us. Chatted a lot. Left TCC at 6+. Brought audris jiejie to mos burger there to wait for her dad and then me and teeli left first, leaving melmummy and audris jiejie there. Waited for the bus freaking long.

Reached home, had dinner. Did a page of my chem notes. ((: After that went to tell mummy that i'm going out today. That's why my mood changes like the world falling down on me. I cried. Oh wells. Spoils my mood. Sms-ed melmummy. Sigh.

You don't want to believe me right, fine go ahead. I don't mind. I believe in myself and God believes me it's enough.

Gonna go bathe and get ready already. Tata peeps. ((:

2007-08-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

Had Chemistry tuition at Melmummy's house with Cindy today. We both were late for 15 minutes. Sorry! Hahha. After that met my parents and sister at Raffles City Din Tai Fung Restaurant. I'm feeling guilty to ask my mum to go there. She spent 60 bucks there but all of them excluding me were not full. I was full. Don't know why. May be cause of the XIAO LONG BAO!! I LOVE XIAO LONG BAO !!!

Did a chapter and a half of chemistry notes. Hmmm. Being guai and time constrain to study !!! ARGHHHHH. Buck up Buck UP!!!

2007-08-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

Mdm Lim treated the whole class for lunch yesterday ! It was good though. Her pocket sure have a big big whole now. Chicken Wings, Otah, Rojak, Desserts and all. THANKS !!!

Its a weekend already. I love weekends !! Hee. Looking forward to the next weekend cause its a LONG WEEKEND ! Wed will be having half day of school due to National Day celebration. THURS, FRI, SAT and SUN! WHEEEEEEEE~ Gonna study and see who wanna meet up for studying and stuff. ((:

Tralalalala~~~

2007-08-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

Today's chinese paper 1 was totally crap. I don't understand the questions asking. Not really don't understand.. Just that i don't have the inspiration to write on everything. *Mind's blank*
Did not have literature class today as we have combined assembly. A bit boring lah. Heh. Had Math stars after that. I was stuck at the last question of paper 1. Think think and think. I gave up. I was pissed with myself, irritated by the question and that had put pressure on me which i almost resorted to crying. I had tears in my eyes but yeah... Slap cindy's paper.. I'm sorry gal. DUI BU QI. ((: After that, i had no mood to do anymore and i started packing up to get ready to leave for home. On the way out of the school gate, i walked "alone". As in SSC (short cut) were behind me and i'm walking in front. Almost cried. Ohwells. I leave it to God now. I don't want to think about anything now already. I'm tired.

Wanted to revise my chem. But can't get anything into my head. Disappointed with myself. These few days i really had no motivation to study. Sigh.....
Yesterday night was a saddy night. Right rah. ((:

I MISS MELMEL/XJUN/MIN

2007-07-29T10:30:00.000+08:00

YAY!! COMPLETED 5KM WALKATON ! WEEEE~~
Woke up at 6.05am to prepare to go out to padang for the walkaton. ((: Met Aunt LQ, Aunt Joy, Elicia + Aunt LQ's cheerleaders then we proceed to padang. The grass was super super muddy! Met Natasha, Adrina and HM ah-ma at sector A.. Supposed to be at sector C but Aunt LQ they all walked to sector A.. I'm sorry Audris.... Make u go sector C when u standing at sector A.. But Cousin Xjun they all managed to find u so its good. Heh. They are always late.... LOL ! =x

Walked, walked and walked. When i was at esplanade already, Audris still at padang ! Haiix.. So did not get to meet up. Ohwells. Nevermind. Next year we walked together ! Heh ((: Walked with Elicia through out the walk as HM ah-ma and Aunt Joy were walking non-stop as we stopped to play some games. I think Elicia noticed that i look sian. Hahha. I'm sorry girl. ((: I was just thinking that how good will that be if Melmummy would be with me at that time.. Ohwells. It's over.

At the end of the walk, HM ah-ma, Aunt Joy, Elicia and me proceeded to Raffles City for lunch at the food court. Aunt Joy and me were super super hungry !!! Heh. Ate then walked around to wait for Aunt LQ, Cousin XJun and the rest.. Went to precious thoughts.. The toys there were so cute !!! I want !! Especially the tortise and the snail.. Hehh. Went to the Harvey Norman shop which is a few shops away. Took a look at the lappys there. I want one !!! Haiix. Went in to look at cameras and Aunt LQ came to find us. Next was River Island shop. Oh my. The clothes there are freaking expensive! Even there is a half price sale ??!?!? So you can imagine how expensive the clothes in that shop. Cousin Xjun and the rest were at food court.. But i did not go and find them cause i needed to go home to bathe and get ready to go out again.

Walked to mrt station with HM ah-ma, Aunt LQ and Aunt Joy. Took train to NEL line to go home as it was raining.. ))= Told Aunt LQ that one of her cheerleaders were my senior. LOL. She was surprised. Hahha. ((: Took train to Potong Pasir and home while they took train down to chinatown to do foot reflexlogy. (wrong spelling i guess)

Went home, slacked a while till 2.30pm and went to bathe to get ready to go out to marina square to find Melmummmy and Nigeldaddy to go for NDP Preview. Went to meet Melmummy outside Mac.. Guess who i saw !! MS XJ and HER BOYFRIEND !!! Hahahh. She was surprised to see me there !!! MUHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!! She got caught by me ! LOL =x

Went to line up for bags checking and then walked to stadium to get goody bags and into the stadium. Melmummy was kinda high! LOL. Like a kid. Hah. I just sit down there like a quiet and guai girl and watched everything. Heh. A bit sian at the starting till after the parade's over. LOL. Performance was not bad. I captured a lot of photos and videos of fireworks and the Red Lions ! Hahha. Fireworks were the nicest of all !!! After that went to suntec to eat BK and home.

1st NDP watching with Melmummy and Nigeldaddy. ((:

2007-07-24T20:24:00.000+08:00

Today was quite okay. PE was great fun again ! Sad that Mr Tan did not came to school for PE and a relief teacher came into class. But most of us went down to play netball with Ms Chan. ((: Good job to my team and another team too ! Heez. After that we had english compo test. It's my longest compo ever i guess. Haha. After recess was geog test. Kind of proud of myself. I actually did studied for the test !!! Hahah. The test was quite okay. Heh. It was math lesson after geography. When mr rahmat gave us work to do, me, cindy, jiaqi and marcus were talking behind and not doing work. oppz. =x at least i did one question lah. HAHA ! Had physics stars today. Did practical. Not bad. Went home and watched tv and sleep. HEES.

Tralala~ Another day tomorrow...

2007-07-21T15:21:00.001+08:00

Yesterday school functioned till 9.35am. Went kallang mac to have breakfast with kokshen, jiaqi and poh leong. After that, they went back to school and me and poh leong went to play pool above parkway mac. Played from 12pm till around 3 and i left first. Poh leong continued playing till don't know what time. Saw fiona and yinghui outside mac. Hahha. Went to parkway to change back to school uniform and bought iced peach tea from mos and headed back to school for SOO. SOO was alright. Haha. YAY ! MS TAN WAS BACK! WHEEEEE~ Took a few pictures of yesterday. ((: After that went to parkway to meet angie for dinner. All the female teachers were so pretty yesterday ! Haha. Nan de you know. Especially Ms Chan. Heh. But they are pretty everyday lah. Only yesterday extremely pretty. (((:

Had math tuition just now.. Showed teacher a bit attitude. Siann. What's wrong with me !!!! Went to rebond my hair again just now. Was at the saloon for solid 4 hours and 20mins. Hahah. Tralalala~~

Me, Ms Tan, Sihui

Teeli and me. Tired lia0s.~

Me with stephanie~

Me with shaoping mummy!(:

Me with kokshen aka boyfriend aka laogong. KIDDING(:

I wonder why people say he's my boyfriend... Saw yinghan at parkway, she asked whether he's my boyfriend not. Saw calista and her juniors at parkway, her juniors asked whether i'm his girlfriend not. What the... Do i look like as if i'm his girlfriend. Funny lah. LOL. He is just one of my closest guy friend lah. LOL

2007-07-19T19:09:00.000+08:00

School was boring today, especially mother tongue lesson. While wang lao shi was explaining, i fell asleep. Hahhaha. Tralalal~ While doing english summary, kokshen called me on my phone and wanted me to pei him go parkway buy some sweets for tomorrow and some stuff for home. Went to mos burger and buy iced milk tea. Thanks kok shen for the treat ! mUAHHAHAHhahha. Went into watson as kokshen finding his stuff. On the way to giant, i saw MS CHEE YINGHAN. SUPER LONG NEVER SEE HER ALREADY LAH ! Hahahha. Wished her advance happy birthday. At giant, kokshen bought a lot of stuff ! Hahahah. The whole trolley is like full lah. Saw cal laopo and her juniors. After that went home. ((:

Tomorrow SOO.. Hahha. school will be ending at 9.35am.. After that breakfast at kallang mac with kokshen, shaoping mummy and panda. ((: Going back to school at 4pm for SOO as student audience.. Tralallalalala~

2007-07-17T18:11:00.000+08:00

Lessons as usual. Boring. First two periods was PE. Now PE is my fave periods for the whole entire 5 days schedule ! All lessons are getting boring.

Ms Chan let us ran round the netball court for 8 rounds. Muahahhaa. I think i complete 7 only then Mr Tan asked us to stop and go to the back next to the toilet there and gather. Rest a while then do step up for 1 and a 1/2 min for 3 sets. Means total is 4 1/2 mins doing step ups. Then the guys + Mr Tan do 50 push ups. We girls follow Ms Chan. ((: 50 squats + 5 push ups. Next was netball. It was so so fun lah ! Hahahah. Ms Chan played with us. In the middle of the game, Mr Tan joined us. Hahah. Was so funny. Teacher vs teacher. Too bad, din't video it down. Hahaha. Thank God for holding the rain to let us play ! It rained a while, slight rain after we finished playing.

Next was Mdm Lim's periods straight right up to recess. Mark compo for each other and do 2nd draft. Sian. Geography was after recess. It suck even more. Did finish my frame work and hand in. After that was math lesson. I was updating my P.D and not listening to Mr Rahmat as i don't understand what he teaching. So i asked cindy to explain to me. Thanks gal. ((: When he gave us questions to do, i fell asleep after doing 1 question. Really fell asleep ! When he left the class, i don't even know lah. LOL. Rah came and woke me up by banging on the table. LOL. Slacked for the last period as i finished my 2nd draft. Walked to the bus stop with emerlyn. Lol! Mrs soh was standing at the place where we are not allowed to cross but to use the overhead bridge. Hahah. Emerlyn got to walked to another side which can just cross the road like that.

Reached home and sit down here. Yay ! I managed to get my songs already ! Wooohooo~ Got to bathe then read f&n notes and highlight for tomorrow and complete my literature hw ! x((

SOO ON FRIDAYYYYY~~

2007-07-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

Yay ! O LVL MT COMPLETELY OVER ! Now waiting for results to come out in august. Tralalaa~ I pray that Lord you will give me an A ! x))

WOOHOOO~ Revival round shawn and huixian get in ! YAYYNESS! CONGRATS TO THEM ! x))
Had Cellgroup today. Not bad. Learn more about the Holy Spirit. Cried a bit during worshipping. I hope nobody notice bahs. Before that we played saboteur. Kena sabo by Melmummy lah ! Esther super funny lah. LOL. Next time play again! Hehhh. No wonder that time Huimin dearie they all at settlers play until like crazy little kids. Hahha. Traalallala~

Goodnight kids. Goodnight God. Goodnight Jesus. Goodnight Holy Spirit. ((:

2007-07-15T10:07:00.001+08:00

Later having math tuition at 3.30pm... Sigh. Cant go service today. I'm kinda sad )):
At night going to jacky cheung concert with mummy. We sitting different row ! So will be independent down dere. LOL.
My mum siao one. She went on friday night. Tonight go again. To me, waste of money nia ! I want go watch s.h.e concert she don't allow. now she go watch 2nd time. SIANNNN.

2007-07-14T22:35:00.001+08:00

Woohooo~~
2nd movie with xjun jiejie.
4th movie with melmummy !
2nd movie with nigeldaddy ! WHEEEE~

HP was nice. Starting quite boring though. But overall its nice ((: Had dinner at food court at suntec then waited for mummy to come to take some stuff at millenia walk. ((:

2007-07-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

These few days still okay. Average bahs.
Today F&N Practical for CWB. Quite okay lor. Missed a large bit of physics stars i guess. But after that went back to class to do physics worksheet. Actually radioactivity is very simple(thats what ms tan said). But somehow i don't really understand. I know what is half life. But if you let me do some questions for example, questions from ms tan's worksheet, i really cant do. I don't know why lahs. Ohwells. Must listen in class more than sleeping !!!

I pray that Lord, bless me a good day tomorrow.
I pray that Lord, bless me to find people for saturday's evening movie. (hope you five can make it man ! )
I pray that Lord, I'm able to finish my revision without any distractions before my prelims.
Lord, i pray that you will bless all of us, my schoolmates, classmates, all sec4s no matter in brd or not, those who are taking O's and A's and major exams, my spiritual family + tribe, my earthly family and all my friends. I pray that you will bless us with your strength and wisdom to do your work. I pray that you will give us your peace, joy and love.
Lord Father I thank you for everything you had done. Thankyou for your undying love for us. Thankyou for dying on the cross for our sins. Thankyou for your faithfulness.
I LOVE YOU LORD DADDY ! MUACKKKS.

2007-07-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

My day ended in a not very nice mood. i am not happy now. feeling moody and unhappy. I've been holding on my tears since i left church just now. Haiz Haiz Haiz. How i wish my melmummy or min dearie or cousin xjun jiejie here jiu hao le....

After today, i don't know whether i am able to go church for service as often as the last month a not. How i wish i'm able and allow to go to church for service. I don't know why i'm not allowed to go. It's not a crime to believe religious stuff right. I have my rights to it right, no matter what age i am. I really don't understand. Everyday have school plus saturday's tuition.. I really feel stressed and unhappy. The only day and only time when i'm really really happy, is when i'm in church for service, listening to God's word and be with my spiritual family ! I always feel upset when i'm not able to go.. At home, i don't even talk to my parents about any stuff as i don't like to tell them my stuff as you know, they wunt understnd what you going through even if u tell them, as they will only tell u about their generation stuff about teenage years. So basically, at home i have more miserables than happiness as i need to deal with my irritating sister most of the time. My mum sometimes will like so petty and give that don't-like-it face towards me in whatever i've done that she doesn't like it but i like. I will cry whenever i ask my mum for permission or just telling her, her response is always a straight NO. I'm really upset about it. I've been praying to God about it.. But it seems not working. I know it takes time. I know that God is faithful and he will make it come through as He really have been answering most of my prayers. Nevermind, shall just pray more and have Faith it God !! Right lyn ?? (("

I feel so stressed. Although you see the outside me like nothing, inside me i really feel so tired and stressed. But sometimes i know i cannot control my emotions and my face show it. To those who always face me like my classmates and etc, i'm sorry about it. If you see me like i'm a bit of emotional kind and my face a bit not friendly and stuff, pardon me for that yeah. I know i have a bad temper.. Thanks to those who had tasted my attitude.. I'm really sorry about it. I pray that Lord, you will keep my temper in control yeah, as i'm a very easily lose temper person. I must always tell myself to REN !!!

Nowadays i like to pen down my emotions on my blog. Although i know that a lot of people will be reading it, including some of the school teachers i guess. I know my TUTION TEACHER reads my blog !!! Silent reader. Muahhahahahs.

I'm missing my darling melmummy now.. and cousin xjun jiejie and min ah-ma dearie. ((: These three people are my closest darlings in church. Maybe xjun jiejie is third in rank lah. Melmummy the first. Hahhahahas. No matter what rank is it, I LOVE THEM ALL THREE ! IN FACT I LOVE THE WHOLE TRIBE! They are nice people. ((:

There's school tomorrow. How i wish it is a holiday... )): I don't really like school nowadays. Like wasting my time away.. Tralalallala~ I WANNA GO JOGGING !!! plus I WANNA GO BACK TO CHURCH ASAP !!!

2007-07-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

Was reading Emerlyn's blog and suddenly i felt a bit of emotional inside me. Suddenly i felt that i'm very far from God. I felt kinda sad, feel like crying. But i won't as my mum and grandmother are at home. They will start asking a lot of questions if they see me crying.

I find myself these few days very slacky. Almost every day will doze off in class, which i don't know why i could not control it. No matter how early i went to bed, the next day i will still be dozing off during lessons. Starting to wonder, how come i've been so tired in school nowadays.

Have not been doing QT regularly.. Hopefully i will discipline myself to do it regularly. I MUST tell myself everyday to read the Bible for the Word of God !! I MUST I MUST ! Cannot be lazy!!! I don't want to read the Bible only when i'm in church for service on sundays. Lord Lord, i pray that you will take away my laziness!!! (((:

Prelims and O level exams are coming. Day by day, week by week. The day of it is nearer and nearer. I don't know how well or badly i will score for it. Only my Lord will know. I will just do my best, trust and hands everything onto His Hands. Right now, my laziness really have to go. I want to do my best and Glorify God with my results no matter how good or bad it is. Try my best and put in all my effort and yepp, thats it ! So Lord i pray that You will give me Your Strength and Wisdom. ((:

Have not been talking much to my dearest melmummy. Dint see her online and i know she's busy. Nevermind, we're still meet on sunday for service and monday for cell to celebrate Tee's birthday i guess. ((: I LOVE MY MELMUMMY LOADS !!!! x)) I missed Audris jiejie too. Don't know how she is doing now. Kind of worrying for her. But PTL ! My Faithful God had given her a space in the foreign university when the local universities rejected her. 3 cheers to my darling Audris ! Hope she can adapt to the environment at the uni. ((: I missed a lot of people too ! People like huimin dearie, xjun jiejie, aunt liqin and etc... Mostly church people as i only can see them once a week. If not, don't know a month or two then see them once. But i'm glad that i'm going to service almost every week already but still, i only can say that i'm going out to study till evening to my parents and grandmother. I really don't like that! Lord, i pray that you will soften my parents hearts and i pray that they will come to know you. ((:

I missed my precious darlings too ! People like YINGHAN, charmain dearest, ziyan jie, hilda, janice, joan... Nora baobeix.. Yanying precious.. etc etc etc. There are more to go, more till i won't list them here cause the list is really really long. ((: Suddenly i missed so many people. How i wish i am still a little primary school gal. I love my primary school education more than my secondary school education. <3>

Emerlyn: Thanks for your advice today. Actually before you called out my name, inside me i'm a bit like crying for no reason. Thanks gal ! After your advice i'm better ((:

XJUN !!!!! I WANNA GO JOGGING AGAIN !!!!! WHEN ARE YOU ABLE TO MAKE IT AGAIN ??? ((((: <3

2007-07-05T17:56:00.001+08:00

Made sponge cake today. yummy yummy ! (((:
Slept during chinese class today. Really fell asleep for like dunno how long till period is over. Tee was the one who woke me up. Heh. ((:
School was boring the few days back lahs. Sian Sian SIAN.

Tralallalalalala~

2007-07-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

Sigh. I don't know why today everyone was so different. I really don't know what to do. Oh well.
Had math tuition in the morning today. After that went to melmummy's house. Played a round of Gliza then sharing for an hour or so. Started studying around 3 or 3+. Teeli and stephanie went off at 4.20pm as stephanie had physics tuition at 5pm and teeli at 6.30pm. I left at 5.30pm. I'm sorry to the class gals. Sorry i'm not able to make it for today. Next time yeah. (:

Tomorrow there's school !!! Tralalalal~

Went jogging in the so called evening with xjun jiejie and liyun jiejie at ecp yesterday. Jog halfway, i somehow stomach not feeling well. liyun and xiaojun jiejie both jog all the way till bedok jetty. Compared to them, i'm really super super lousy when xjun jiejie told me that she had not been jogging for years ?! i walked all the way from the hawker to bedok jetty myself together with my mp3. I'm so glad i brought it with me and not leave it in the locker. But my handphone was in the locker !

In the end, when i checked, 21 missed calls and 1 sms from my mum. She was worried lah, as i was not home by 9pm. I only end my jog at 9pm ! Hahah. Started at 7.25pm. Cuz we walked all the way back from bedok jetty to the locker place so we took quite some time. One conclusion on that: Run more so i get back my stamina !!! Hopefully my stomach would not have symptoms of unconfortable again.

After that, while we were walking back to marine terrace coffee shop near liyun jiejie's house to have our dinner, my mood changed. I become kind of unhappy and whatever they both ask me, i only shake my head. Intend to eat my late dinner at home but xjun jiejie "forced" me to drink a can of soya bean and they both gave me some of their mee as xjun jiejie know that i'm hungry and i'm starving myself. Thanks gals. Love you both! x)) I have no mood to talk at that time. I'm really sorry gals. Make you both kinda pissed off i guess. Thanks for your concern too! ((:

Shall go jogging again. This time must be a slower speed than yesterday !!!

2007-06-30T19:58:00.001+08:00

Went to meet hilda, liseng, adith and roy at PS just now.
Walked around following liseng around to get his stuff. Saw yuqian and wee leng ! x))
Hahha. Nothing to do in PS lor. Roy gotta go so he go first. The rest of us went to yoshi to have my late lunch and chit chat.

After that, we walked around PS shopping. Saw a top.. Wanting to buy.. But.. Got no money. So yepps. Not long after, hilda said she's hungry. So we went to have pasta mania for dinner despite that i just had my lunch not long ago. Went to draw money for dinner. Heart pain seh. Haiix.

Wanted to go suntec to get my yami yoghurt. But my dear hilda whom forced me out of the house today doesn't want to go with me. I'm so sad lah. Actually i almost wanted to cry but i hold on. Cannot cry over small things lah. So just go home and there. I'm posting now. ((:

Yayyy~ Tml going jogging with xjun jiejie after her cell(((:

2007-06-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

Today is already thursday. Everyday still the same, falling asleep during lessons. Hahahhaha.
=x Tomorrow is chinese o lvl oral. Hahah. Wish me luck ! x))

Past few days school were boring too. Ohwells.
Below the pictures are for my dear angie((:

2007-06-26T00:08:00.001+08:00

School was totally boring today. I kept on yawning during first half of the day. I don't know why i felt so tired today. Oh wells. Fell asleep during english for a while. Hopefully Mdm Lim never saw me sleeping. ((:

SHAWN IS OUT !!!! I'm SO SADDDDD !!! )':
Teri's out too. Chi zao de shi lah. Not that i want to say bad about her, but it's just the fact. But it's good that she get into Top 20. ((:

Another boring school day tomorrow. SIANNNNN~

XJ JIEJIE: TAKE CARE GAL ! Don't fall sick again ! ((: Hopefully we can start our jogging plan soon yeah (((:

2007-06-24T19:12:00.001+08:00

My flower balloon from melmummy !!! THANKS !!! x)

2007-06-24T18:19:00.000+08:00

School is starting tomorrow. How great is that ? Oh wells. Have not been updating since the 19. Shall update now briefly(:

Wednesday
Did my math in the morning. Went to central to have lunch with mummy and then back home waiting for Angie's call. Went over to her house after that and she prepare and get ready to go out. Went to vivo after that. MY FIRST TRIP TO VIVO !!! Hahahah. =p Really its my first trip there. Walked around, window shopped. Went down to basement and get my sushi and we went home after that. (:

Thursday
Slacky day. All thanks to XIAODI, pangseh me. Actually wanted to do my work, but practically no mood to do. So was using the computer and watched tv the whole day until dinner. Ate dinner at hawker.

Friday
Had tuition at 1.15pm. Supposed to be at 1230pm but teacher was late as he end school around 12.15pm. Used the com and waited for angie to come up my house then prepare to go to bbq at christopher's house. There are only four pathetic girls at the bbq and the whole bunch are guys. Hahahah. Played zong ji mi ma. Ass weiloong. Let the guys choose watermelon first. Not fair lah ! In the end, i got the big big piece. Haix. Thanks teeli and angie for helping me to eat, weiloong and bingxun for like eaten 2 small little mouths of it. Hahha.

Saturday
Went out of the house early in the morning to go to congre meeting. Hahha. Reached there, bought a bread from 7-11. Went upstairs, only aunt joyjoy was there. Heh. After congre, went to have lunch with them and then walked around parkway isetan. Went to the mango sale. Lol. Me down there practically nothing to do, followed audris jiejie around lor. LOL. Chatted with cousin fiona ((: Went off at 2.10pm to go to the library to find xiaodi and did my math there. (: Saw kate and chiaming there. Hehhh. Went off to steph's confirmation. Moodswings started when i reached there. Oh well. Feeling moody all the way till go bugis to find angie they all also still a bit in moody kind. Went home after dinner and bathe and transfer photos and went to bed.

Today
Went to melmummy's house to study. Nigeldaddy open the door for me. Hahah. He was so surprised to see me there. LOL. Melmummy woke up at 12.20pm and i reached there at 10.15am ! Hahah. But i finished most of my math papers ((: Proud of myself! (: Heee. Her mum bought me lunch too! Thanks aunty ! x) Her mum was so funny. She said "Lai zhe li, bu yao paiseh hor!" Cuz she asked me want any drink or food not but i said don't want. Heh. Before she went out of the house, she told me she da bao nasi lemak for me. Lol. So sweet and nice of her ! x) Went to church after that. Service was okay. After service, went to chop table. Lol. Joined 3 tables together and sat down. Melmummy bought me, audris jiejie and nigeldaddy each a balloon from aunt fengling ! Hahahaha. Cuz they raising funds for qian qian shou. ((: Faizal bought melmummy and aunt liqin each a balloon. vincent bought aunt junting and aunt shawnie each a balloon too ! Hahha. Aunt junting one was a fishing balloon ? Lol. Its cute lah. Hehh. Min bought a balloon for herself too ! Lol. So practically our table is full of balloons. Muahahahhaha.

School is starting tml ! tmL! tML! TML !!!! ARGHHHH. I don't wanna go school !!!~

2007-06-19T19:52:00.000+08:00

School is starting in less than a week ! Siannz. I haven even like started enjoy my holiday from taking a break from my studies lah. Ok not totally never lah but ohwells.
Just came back from PS with liseng k0r, su-e and jiewei. Went to minds cafe and play. Hahhah ! Another settlers kinda place. Shall go with cell after O's or on teeli's birthday if they want. 2-6 happy hour, 5+ bucks. Haven include GST lahs. But its almost the same lahs. (((:

I suddenly feel like going KTV !!!!!~

2007-06-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

YAYYYY YAYYY YAYYY !!!
KEELY IS IN !!! WOOOOHOOOO~!!!!

2007-06-18T20:40:00.000+08:00

Today was quite good. Went out to celebrate esther's belated and audris jiejie's early birthdays. Hee. Had LJS for lunch and went to watch movie F4 ! Hahha. Movie was quite good.

Went to find angie at PS after that. Had a good laugh with her friends and her. Hahah. Her friends super funny lor. LOL ! Home after that.

Tml meeting Jiewei they all for games. (((:

2007-06-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Daddy day to my spiritual daddy NIGEL ! MUAHAHHAHAA. Of coz my earthly daddy and all the daddy's in the world. Most IMPORTANTLY , MY LORD DADDY !!! I LOVE MY GOD ! He's a faithful Daddy right ! Everyone say AMEN !!! x)))))

Went to service today. Hall 9 was closed due to some exhibitions. Everyone was crowded outside Max pavilion. Saw my grandmummy and my aunts and cousins esp XJ JIEJIE!!!! and mummy,daddy and jiejie. Hehhhh. (((: I LOVE MY SF TO THE MAX !!!! x)))

Yay yay!! Tml going with cell to celebrate Jiejie and Meimei birthdays. (((: Movie Movie and shopping shopping here i come !!!! MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH x))

2007-06-15T14:55:00.000+08:00

Wednesday
KTV was fun ! muahahhahaha. Had a lots of laughter. Muahahah. Went to melmummy's house to study first. Had lunch at her house downstairs then we went to katong shopping complex to find aunt shawnie and liqin they all. ((((: sang till 7pm. Heh heh.

Nigeldaddy was damn funny lah. min ahma singing was damn nice and highhhhhhh~ Hahahhaha. Reached home around 8.30 that night. (:

Thursday
Went to school in the morning to hand up coursework to teacher. After that went to teeli's house to study. So guai rights. HAHHAHAHAH. Accompanied teeli to parkway to wait for steph and they went to the farewell bbq for ms tan and ms boey. Dint know that i can go luhh until poh leong smsed me around 7+ when i'm at home. Hahhaha. I rushed down there and yeah, talked talked lor. LOL ! It's nice seeing them again ! x)))

Today is i think will be a boring day lah. Gonna finish up my 2 math paper 2 and fold all the clothes... Tralallalal~ My spiritual family all went to bintan to enjoy already !!! Siannnnz. We cannot go cuz haven 18 years old. ))): Sad lahhhhs. Ah wellz. Nvmz. Shall see them on sunday, all become tanned! confirm ! Hahahahhahah

2007-06-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

Today is so fun !!! Ahahhaha. But as a result, my butt pain... Haiiz. Now still pain lah. Stupid bike. One conclusion on that, don't ever rent bike from that shop that is near the car park. Yeppz.

Did my both math paper 1 today. So guai. Hees ((: Today did my math for like... let see. started at 1030am till 1250pm and 4.30 to 6.20pm. so is about ..... 4 hours and 10 min. Ok lah. starting is this kind of hours lah. Heh. Shawnie and susie came today too ! Shawnie came around 11 plus and susie around 12plus 1pm. They went to da bao lunch so left me, teeli, steph and esther stayed in the room and continue studying. After that eaten lunch in the room and we 6 people squeezed into shawnie's back seat of car. Went to east coast park to cycle. Chatted with susie a lot. Nice chatting with her. (((: After that around 4plus we went back to the room, rest a while and continued studying. The seat of the bicycle damn what lah. Made all of our butts pain. Haiiz.

Tomorrow another study cum ktv day ! WOOHOO !!! This time round is going with spiritual aunts, spiritual bros, spiritual ah ma and spiritual mummy ! HEEEE !!! But will be studying in the morning and at night. So yepps. Nowadays feel like studying till i die. Hee. Cuz what we do are all God's Glory ! Heee (((:
I LOVE GOD !!!! x)

2007-06-11T17:19:00.001+08:00

I shouted over the phone...
Vented my unhappiness that had been inside me for very long...
and somehow..
i guess i regretted it.
I should have just keep quiet till putting down the phone...
and vent on anything but not humans after putting down the phone...

I guess dinner is gone tonight.
I'm still waiting for mel to reply...

In my head, i'm wondering.
Why God created me in this family ? Why why why ??? Can anyone give me the answer ?
I really don't know why. I don't know why must i take all the stupid kind of nonsense at home. I don't know why must i take in all the pressure that come from the family. Am i borned into the family to do household chores everyday without people helping me ? Am i borned into the family to bear all the mistakes that everyone in the family do ? Am i borned into this family to get scolded for everything I do even if the things I do is correct?

I have so many questions in my life. I really don't know why. God knows that answers to all my questions right, but how come he does not tell me ? I'm really a failure in everything. Why must you Lord created me ? Why Why WHY !! I really cant take it anymore.

My mum always wanted me to study and get good results so she can lessen the burden abt me on her shoulders. I wanted to get good results too, and nowadays i'm tying to force myself to sit down and study and do my work. Why cant my mum understand that !!!! WHYYYYYY !!!! I don't like it when she always says I never study. I will flare up when i heard that. I really did study !!! My mum keep giving excuses that my eyes look at the book and my brain is thinking about something else like where to play afterwards and stuff.

After what she had said on the phone, i don't have the motivation to do my work anymore, not even studying. I just want to get a good cry and a good sleep. How i wish i can don't wake up and face everyone and everything. I'm scared of facing the outside world. I'm lacking of faith and i'm really really been broken. Lord, may i pray that you will mend me back, piece by piece. As time heals everything. =(((((

I have no mood to do anything but i need to force myself to. I have no choice, really no choice. I must go out lesser and study more. Sundays confirm out as i now has made my heart and decided to attend church service every sunday even my mum opposes it. I must let her see the change in me, from bad to good. I must let her realise that I am a good girl whom she can trust in. I know my mum doesnt trust me. Even if i am good and do something to gain her trust, she doesn't trust me. I know that. I know my mum's pattern, even if deny it, i know. Sometimes i know my mum cant be trusted in some matters. Ohwells.

I felt much better after typing in here. Sorry guys. If you all does not read it, i'm alright with it as this post is just to let me vent my unhappiness today. I'm still a bit emotional now. I hope it doesn't get worst tomorrow during studying with teeli they all.

2007-06-10T17:24:00.000+08:00

Just came back from church. Today sermon was good. (: Ps nina was so funny during sermon. Heh heh. Ps Lawrence was at training for sea sport water polo today so he was not able to preached. When Ps Nina said that, everyone was like, WOAH~ Heh heh.

Went to kb0x this morning with SP, KS and JQ. I left at 1pm in order to get a cab to church. Waited for the cab freaking long, so i took a bus, one stop down and from there continuing to wait for an available cab. I keep on praying to God to give me an available cab as all the cabs passed by are hired. And TADA~ My Faithful God had provided me an available cab at last to church ! YAY ! PTL !! (((:

After service, went outside to slack and waited for melmummy to come out as she was having hospitality duty. Sat with Aunt Liqin, Adrina, Weitian and Yuling. Weitian had to leave as the bus is here so yup. After that Yuling had to go discuss the EW with benji so left the three pathetic us. Slacked a while, melmummy came out with audris jiejie. Melmummy left after that and a while more i left. Bored laa when i reached home cuz nobody at home. Ohwells. Going out for dinner later... Waiting for my mummy's call...

2007-06-08T21:45:00.001+08:00

Booo! 2nd post for the day.
I'm so proud of myself ! Hahha. Studied the chapt i missed on monday for physics on tue at melmummy's house ! Hee ((: Guai guai de me ;p Wednesday studied chem at KCC with charmain dear and today did a bit of chem and practised math! Guai right. Heeee x))) Now is hoping my coughing will go away before sunday ! Cuz if i keep coughing, i cant sing properly and that's bad ! Tralalalla~

Now i just realise talking to ms tan can be so nice ! Hahhaha. I can keep on laughing while talking to her ! x)) Cuz she's so cute and funny. Hehh. Compliment eh, ms tan ? Hahahhahahha x))

Tomorrow have math tuition. Ohwells. I dint do any compo for my teacher. Heck care. He is supposed to teach me math ! Muhahahhahhahhaha~

2007-06-08T13:21:00.000+08:00

Went for last physics lesson today. It was so saddening. I was like tearing all the way home. ): Ohwells. Nvm. Shall wish her all the best ! My Faithful God will protect her and bless her :)

Later going study at KCC again with dearest. Hopefully, i'm ok by then.
I will remember today's lesson no matter what.

):

2007-06-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

Today's practical is such a failure lah. Siannz. First time in my life all cook come out like shiet like that. Haiiz. But nevermind, better than all not cooked. So i thank God for it ! x)

Today is so sian lah. Xjun jiejie and min dearie went to medan for mission trip, melmummy at her sis's wedding dinner so practically nobody talks to me on the phone lah. Haiiiz. I miss them like crazy now man. Ohwells.

Yesterday night kena fever again ! Hahhahas. Went to doctor for medicine for cough and flu. After that went to KCC to study with dearest, and that was when i was having fever and i don't even know it lah ! Hahahha. Was feeling very cold lah. My nails almost all turned purple ! I'm like keep on rubbing my nails lah. Dearest say i no blood one, and my palms are pale and hers are red. Hahaha. Packed and went out of the room to go home at 6.30pm. Was feeling damn cold lah so i was still wearing jacket, i think people around me think i'm crazy. Hahah. Was planning to take bus home, but saw weepeng, so in the end walked home lor.

Took temperature while i'm watching tv cuz i'm still feeling super cold when the fan and windows are not even open ?! And then poof, the thermometer shows 37.9. Cool huh. I'm like shucks lah. Need to eat fever medicine again. Siannz.

School is ending on monday. WOOHOO!~ I cant wait for my 2 weeks of "holidays" ! At least i'm going out for something in the 2 weeks ((:

2007-06-04T11:52:00.000+08:00

Sick is not fun !!! Arghz..
Bored at home.. I rather go school... )):

Pray that God will heal me afap !! I wna go out to meet joy tml and go melmummy's hse study !!! ARGHHHHHH~~~

2007-06-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

Last min xjun jie jio me out. Muahahha. We went to raffles city to grab something to eat first. Hahha. Went to mos burger and as usual, i get my fave ! Large iced milk tea. ((:
Walked to marina sq to find xjun jie's heels. Hahha. Dint find any. Lol. Wondering tml what shoe she be wearing to her friend's ROM. LOL ! Both our toes are damn pain cuz we both wear wrong shoe to go out today. Hahah. After that, we walked to suntec convention hall for the IT show to see whether have mp3 a not. Heh. (: Felt a bit hungry so went to food court to eat carrot cake. Hees (: Then home ((:

Nice going out with xjun jie! (((: <3

2007-06-01T09:41:00.000+08:00

Blog a bit before continuing my damn research for my f&n. Freaking sian lah. Feel like sleeping.
One conclusion i can say, doing f&n in school is damn boring and it can make me sleepy ! Grrr.

Waiting for xjun jiejie to online to talk to me. BOREDDDD. Today its until 4pm ! ArGhhhz....

2007-05-31T20:36:00.000+08:00

Pirates of the Carribean 3 is totally so nice and funny lah ! Don't know how the hell cindy can sleep during small little part of the show. Hahahhas. Had a great time watching with my darling sisters !! (((: melmummy, aunt joy, xjun jiejie, audris jiejie x)) although audris jiejie sitting alone at another row. Sadd lahh. But nvmz. Be independent ! Hahhaha ;p

Nigeldaddy and dexter came when we finish watching the show and we walked to selegie to eat dou hua((: after that all went home except for audris jiejie meeting her friends (: Had a nice time ((:

2007-05-28T18:58:00.000+08:00

Today O level MT paper is totally...... *ahemz*
Haiiz. Totally disappointed lah. I can do de you know. Haiiiiiz.

Ohwellz. Nvmz. Now looking forward to wednesday !! Heeez. Cuz going to watch pirates of the Carribean 3 with xjun jiejie and maybe melmummy !!! x)) Trallalala~
Sunday maybe not going to church le.. Cuz shaoping they all might change date go kb0x.. Haiiz.

):

2007-05-25T19:03:00.000+08:00

Haix. A happy yet sad day today. So many people are leaving. Arghhhhhz ))):
I don't like to say farewell to people.... ):

Today is be yourself day, so we can wear home clothes to school. Had MT briefing then intensive MT again. Recess then went up to the hall for final art fest. After school heard some news. So freaking sad about it. Haiz. )))):

Went to MS to play pool with rah, phie, cin and panda. Feeling moody. Haiiizzzzzzzzzz ):

2007-05-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

Got back results just now.
Sucks like shiet. ):
Ohwells. No use bothering about it anyway. It's over. Cant retake MYE right. HAH !

Tralallalalala~
I'm looking forward towards wednesday ! Coz can meet my melmummy. ((:
Siannz. Next 2 weeks almost everyday is f&n, f&n and more f&n !!!
Arghhhz ~

Siannz. Looking forward to go jogging with xjun jiejie too ! x)

2007-05-22T17:20:00.000+08:00

Sian. 6 more days to O level chinese. Double sian.
Today is the 2nd day of art fest in school. Triple sian. Yesterday in the hall was already bored with the performance. Today even worst. Music blasting loudly through the loudspeaker in the hall. My ears and my butt was so painful lah. Sighs. Went back to class after that, i had a slight headache from the music that was blasting. Slacked in class and then went back home.

Watched vcd that my sis brought back. Tralalala~
Tomorrow another of art fest...

2007-05-20T13:17:00.001+08:00

Met jess at parkway yesterday. actually she supposed to pass me my bag but she forgotten to bring. Haa. Went to mph to accompany her to buy files and pens then we went to find stephanie and teeli who were at the food court enjoying their lunch. Went to mos to buy one large iced milk tea for my lunch and we all accompany jess home as she need to pass me the bag.

After that me, teeli and stephanie walked to east coast mac to meet melmel mummy, audris jiejie and kate. (: Walked a very long distance from mac to hawker centre. We went to kayak !! HEEEE(: It was my first time kayaking. Hoho. Congrats to me ! I learnt how to kayak. Hahahha. Thanks to my audris jiejie ! All credits go to her coz was her who taught me. I LOVE YOU AUDRIS ! (((: After kayaking for quite a while, stephanie was feeling motion sickness so she went up to the beach and i'm like getting a flu already so i exchange with melmummy and accompany steph at the beach. (: We went to shower or rather rinse ourselves at the shower place. Haha. I rinse my whole body lah. Hahha. Coz i wanted to wash my hair as my hair had sand on it so i just practically stand below the shower and get my whole body from head to toe wet. Hahh. Was feeling quite shiok too lah. Lol !

Audris jiejie went off taking a cab afterwards. Teeli they all planning to go parkway for a drink so me and melmummy walked all the way from east coast to TJC sending teeli they all off and from there walked to melmummy's hse. Went there to wash myself and changed into another shorts. Slacked a while then went down to take cab to DARLING SARAH's hse for her birthday partyyyy(:

The cab driver doesnt know where is wilkinson rd or katong swimming complex ! WAHAHHA. Need to me direct. Lucky i know where. LOL. Ate and laugh a lot at her house. Played pool with emerlyn. ((: At 10pm, we cut the cake. The cake look so beautiful lah ! It's her wei lai da sao make one leii. So nice !! Slacked until around 1040pm then me, engjia, sophie, sihui, bingxun, jinghao and pohleong walked to the bus stop. Engjia's parents send me home. THX ! In the car, her dad was so funny lah. He cant hear what i'm talking lorh. Hahha. Waited for mummy downstairs at the bus stop then go home. ((:

Reached home bathe, watch tv and online to chat with xjun jiejie. ((: Went to sleep after that.(:

2007-05-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

Its past 12 now. So its 9 more days to O level Chinese.
Intensive MT had started yesterday and it is going to end on next friday. How good can that be. Every first four periods of the day is MT, MT and MORE MT! Totally dislike it lah. Can sleep during the class.

Went back home straight after school today. Planning to sweep the floor, bathe and go weepeng's hse to play puzzle bobble with her. In the end, i'm not feeling well and vomited twice. read carefully, it's TWICE !! I think it is because of the minced meat noodle that i ate today during recess as the whole day i only eaten that. So disgusting when i vomited some of the minced meat out. EWWWW~ Went to nap until like 3pm. Use the pc for a while and then went to bathe. Felt better after taking a nap. ((: Thank God. As usual, dily daly to get out of the house to weepeng's house. Muhahahahha.

Reached her house, waited for her to get ready and then went to the bus stop to wait for joce. (: Had a wonderful laughing session which can make ur stomach go crazy. Hahhas. Went to parkway and had yoshi for dinner. (: After that went to find shoes for dear joce, but in the end never buy. We went to mini-toons and bought yin hong a message flower and a soft toy.. Shared cost together with peng of coz. Muahhahahas. After that went to mos burger to get iced milk tea for me and iced peach tea for peng and we waited for hasyna to come. (: joce dunno buy what frozen thingy. Lols. Went to VJC next. Went in quite early.. Hahhas. The performance is still okay. Did not fall asleep which is good for me. Hahh! After everything ended, waited for yin hong to come out and we took a photo and went home.

On the way home, me and peng was feeling like bored.. So we took kinda loadz of pictures with my camera.. Hahhahs. almost all of the pictures the pose is the same as only taken from one angle ?? LOL. Had a wonderful time with my darlings(:

Later will be going to EAST COAST PARK TO PLAY ! WHEEEEE~
MUahhaahhahas.

2007-05-18T13:29:00.001+08:00

Results are in. Truthfully, the results aren't satisfying me.

Eng: D
Chi: B
Math: C
Comb Sci: B
Comb Humans: F
Lit: E
F&n: D

Its so not good lahh. L1R5 : 36 L1R4: 28. Where can i get to base on this results ? Oh man. i think i must really really study real hard lia0z. Sighhhz.
Later i'm going over to wp's hse b4 heading to parkway to have dinner with joce and hasy. hahah. Long time no see them lia0s. ((:

My stomach is not getting better now.. feel like vomitting.. hopefully i get better later... Hmmms.

2007-05-15T11:22:00.000+08:00

OFFICIALLY EXAM IS OVER !!!
muahahhah ! im so happy lah. hahahhahas.
tralalalalla~

2007-05-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

Screwed my math paper today ! arghhs.
So freaking sadd lahhs. Took back f&n paper right after math exam. and i FAILED by 4 FREAKING MARKS ! arghhhs. !! so unhappy luhhs. Haiix.

How i wish there's someone who can take me away from all these problems that happening ! I don't want and don't wish to face it. How i wish i can avoid it. Sometimes these can cause irritation and upset.. God, please give me that strength to face all these things !! Sighs..
Really hope everything can get better...

LAST PAPER TML(:

2007-05-13T20:04:00.000+08:00

I don't know why i feel like breaking down and exploding today. Maybe it's because i've seen her cry and the helpless feeling that i have. It's really terrible until you cant imagine. Just standing at the side, can't do anything, feeling so helpless. I'm scared to go comfort her as i've never done it before so i only can wait till she's feeling better and talked to me.

I want melmummy and my spiritual family to be here !! So i would not be alone.. Facing all these kind of things.. It's scary. I hope they are not going separate ways... I think i will not be having any handphone starting from next year i guess. Cutting down expenses and stuff. Sighhs. Although my bill only 8+ bucks minium and max go to around 14bucks.. Sighhs.

Today everyone not free. All are celebrating mummy's day today. Whether is it spiritual mummys, earthly mummys.. all celebrating, so shall not go disturb all of them today. This year is the worst mummy's day i ever have.. Oh sighs. Feeling real helpless..

Tomorrow is the last 2nd paper. Sighhs. Hopefully i can do the paper without any difficulty. Feel like crying... Haix. I will tell and remind myself: I MUST GO INTO THE EXAMINATION HALL WITH FULL OF GOD'S LOVE, PEACE, STRENGTH AND WISDOM TO DO MY PAPER !

HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY TO ALL MUMMYS OUT THERE.

sadly signing off with full of troubles.......

2007-05-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

Witnessed a student had fits during halfway the paper, which totally scary as it happen so suddenly. Hope she is fine.
Totally screwed f&n today. Ohwells. Was totally tired today. Reached home, use pc to watch videos which i haven watch finish. Totally knocked off on the bed when i once lied onto it. Slept for 3 hour plus, but still feeling tired.

There's math tuition tml. Have no confidence in paper 2 on monday although practiced a lot. SIGHS.
Meeting melmummy next week i guess. I miss seeing her. ((: Have kinda lots of things to tell and ask her. ):
Its been long since i saw SLCH ! Almost 6 years already.. Can you please reply my mail ??? ): Miss you a lot girl.
Feeling tired again now.... ): But luckily MYE are ending. So i can have some peaceful sleep before O level Chinese which is on 28may.

JIAYOU PEOPLE!! Fight the battle together! x)

2007-05-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

Quick short post before i sleep.
Screwed my chemistry paper today. Sighs. Totally disappointed in myself. A lot of careless mistakes too. Ohwells. Hopefully i can pass. Like what xjun jie had said. It's already over. So no point feeling sad about it. Meaningful verse that xjun jie sent me this morning. "Forgetting what is behind and straining towards what is ahead, I press on towards the goal to win the prize which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus" - phillipians 3:13

I pray that God will bless me in my geog paper tml ! i've been feeling sleepy the whole day. Cant really absorb a lot of info in my pea brain. ohwells. Will do my best and i leave it in God's hands. ((:

Bye peepos ! xD

2007-05-05T13:30:00.001+08:00

EXAM TIME !!!!
sighs sighs sighs.

everyday i feel so tired. Sigh. Something is deep down inside me, but there's no correct word to describe it.

I WANT YOU MELMEL MUMMY !!!! gotta talk to you sooooonnnnnn. Haiiix.

2007-05-05T13:30:00.000+08:00

2007-05-02T21:25:00.000+08:00

Stress is the word that i only can describe my mood now.
Ass that f&n coursework of mine. Sigh sigh sigh.

I won't be blogging till mid years are over. So yepps. Tata for now.
Gonna chiong my f&n again lia0s.
say0nara peepos.

2007-04-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

i guess i screwed up my practical today lia0s. physics first question already wrong. LOL ! i think most of my class people including me qi si ms tan lia0s. LOL !

went to tc alone and sit down there to do some study on physics. basic knowledge first lahhs. so only manage to read chapters 1 and 2. (: waited for melmel mummy and audris jiejie to come. hahahs. at 4pm, ms otl call and said she finish her physics stars so called her to rush down asap. LOL. Had a nice chat with my spirituals after cell. went to hans and sit and chat. heee. aud jiejie so funny. LOL. after a while, jiejie left so left me, melmel mummy and teeli meimei. ((: walked to parkway just to use toilet and walked back to mac cuz teeli meimei wanna go tuition already. LOL. melmel mummy waited for her dad at the side next to ock. Hees.
brought melmel mummy's guitar home. haa. but i only remember how to play 2 chords which is A and D only ! arhhhhhhhghhhh. hahahahaha

jiayou jiayou for mid years !!!
` BELIEVE AND HAVE FAITH IN THE LORD WHO WILL GIVE U HIS WISDOM, PEACE AND STRENGTH ! xD

2007-04-27T13:42:00.000+08:00

Had english mid year today. It went quite okay lah. Not good and not bad. (: Thank God for helping me too ! If not my paper 1 can doom lia0s. Hahhahas. ((: Never go chinese enrichment class today. dad had to go do some stuff so i must be home as my younger sis only come back at 7pm tonight. i think practically almost from my class de pon lor. Lols. Tralalaas~

2 down, 13 more to go.
1sub down, 6subs more to go.

God bless us ! (:

2007-04-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

What the freak. Today aint just my day alrights.
I'm so pissed now. Don't wish to talk to the SI. I did not spoil her stupid lousy mp3 lahs. It's not my fault. When the battery had gone flat, i just changed another battery in and it cant work anymore. So does it means it's my fault ? I dint do anything to the mp3 only changing battery. In the first place, i know you are reluctant to lend me. Why don't you say so ? No need to keep on blaming me alrights. It's not really my fault lah. Freak it.

Please next time do not blame me for the things i never do can. It's so freaking irritating and pissed. Mind you to watch your words too. Doesnt mean that parents not at home, you're the biggest. Don't forget i'm still older than you. i dislike you a lot, SERIOUSLY. Don't blame me and pull me into the water. You should be responsible for your actions. Dint your teacher teach you at school ?! You're so irresponsible. Don't say me. I'm more responsible than you. At least i know to put back the things into the original places, not like you. I'M FREAKING PISSED WITH YOU ! i really wonder why you almost everyday must make me mad like hell. are you very happy to make me mad ? i wont fall for it next time !

school was okay today. Mdm lim did not came to school. Ms mastura did not come for lesson too. yay ! so means there's 3 free periods today. Muahhahahhas. Chinese was a totally boring. I don't like him today. Went to find ms vasughi to explain the math mock exam paper after school with phie. and i realise that i can get 2 more marks !! hooray !! LOL ! shall go tell mr rahmat ! TEEHEE (:

went to raffles city with mel mummy for dinner today. It was great spending time with my spiritual mummy ! (: she gave me some advices which i must make myself to do some reflection/thinking. i really love my melmel mummy loads ! practically i love my tribe !!! xDDD had a great dinner and ice cream ! HEES (: thanks mel mummy for the treat. oh btw, while we were eating ice cream, we saw ZHENG BING HUI !!! ahhhhhhhhh!~ HE SO SHUAI CANS !!! muahhaha. after that took train to dhoby ghaut and change train to go home and mel mummy went to PS to find min ahma, aunt liqin and aunt fengling (:

2007-04-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

Had the worst few mins after the performance. Shall not talked about it. Hahhas. Oh man.

Went to watch phantom of the opera today. Some parts were quite nice. Fell asleep in some of the parts too. Lol. Went home with JQ as her parents drove. (: Overall today is quite a nice good day except for the few mins laahs. Hehhs.

Toodles ppl. ((: nights!

2007-04-22T23:04:00.000+08:00

Its monday tomorrow... Haiix. Monday blues.. ):
Tomorrow have physics test, on all the topics that we had learnt from last year till now. Ohwells.
Morning went to Melmel mummy's house to have chemistry tuition. Was so funny during tuition laahs. Hahhahas.

Went for church service after that. Hees. Done my yesterday work properly onto another foolscap paper then hand into Mr Rahmat on tuesday. (: See i so GUAI yeah ! xDDD Stand at the table there and do... Talked to spiritual cousins XJ, LY and Yv0nne. ((: They are sucha nice cousins to talk to laahs. Hahhas. XJ: Be honoured when you see this okay ! xDD Waited for Min to go to TM for makan and catch up a bit. Chatted and ate at Din Tian Fong. The xiao long bao damn nice !!! xD Must go eat again. ((((:

Min accompany me to go to take cab then she went up to food court to find my spiritual mummy and aunts (: Thanks Min ! Went to toa payoh to wait for angie and my sis. Wahla0. They damn slow laahs. Angie reached at around 730pm l0. Zao zhi dao i take mrt instead of cab lia0s ! Wasted my 9.60. )): Ohwells. Angie came to my house and we studied like for an hour or so and she went home.

God bless me for my physics paper tomorrow ! xDD

2007-04-20T19:54:00.000+08:00

TGIF ! (:
Finally the weekend has come. Hahahas. So looking forward to it man ! Hehs. Although will not have a lot of rest this weekend, i'm still looking forward to it. Hehs. Tomorrow is so bored in the morning lahhs. Must go back to school for math for 3 hours !! Can you believe it ???! 3 hours facing mr rahmat !!! ARGHHHS !!!~

After math will rush to Daniel Hall for congre. ((: Decided to take a cab down after math tomorrow. Hahhaas. Cuz I'm already late. It will start at 12pm and math class end at 12pm ! Damn mr rahmat laahs. Why must have so many hours of math. Later do math until mad sia. Hahhahahs. Ohwells. Will be having MATH tuition after congre. Math again. Haiix.
Mummy and grandmother going to fly tomorrow night to japan for holiday. Hahahhas. Going to send them off. Lols. Tralalalalas~

Today school not bad laahs. Still alright. Hahhas. Went to parkway to meet DEAREST. Walked and talked. The weather is so humid today ! I keep sweating when i'm waiting for DEAREST to come. Haiix. After DEAREST buy some stuff, we headed to the bus stop and went home together coz we took the same bus but i alighted earlier. Hahhas. (:

Thanks DEAREST for the belated pressie ! I MISS YOU OF COURSE! ((: MUACKKS ! LOVE YA TOO ! xD